Breathe.. and I'll carry you away.

So I've been an emotional mess lately. The only thing on my mind right now is who am I? Where does God want me? What could I be doing right now if I had the guts? Really?!?Life really doesn't have to be dull. But maybe that's where I'm comfortable. I don't want to be comfortable.If I really could comprehend the finite life I have and what it could possibly be, would I still be where I'm at right now? Get me out of this cavern or I'll cave in..I'm ready to take chances. To give everything God has given me, absolutely everything I have! Not worrying about what has been taken away. I'm ready to take the step and look at tomorrow.
It's safe to say. There's a bright light up ahead and help is on the way..

It's a dull life!

So it's new years eve and all I can think about is New year, new goals, new start, fresh, Bring it!
And there it came and went, new years eve.
Only to awake and hear about my stepdad's death.
Nice, this is how it begins... New years day.

A week goes by filled with mourning and grief,
And only at God's feet do I find some relief.
Everything in my body starts to shatter,
But no one to come home to, to tell of the matter.
Silence and depression start to kick in,
But a quick reminder of my faith lives.

We're only here for a period say's the Lord.
But why does it feel like eternity?
All we hear about is pain and suffering.
So why do we live to make this life something?

It's a dull life.
I'm looking towards heaven.
It's a short life.
So live like you mean it.

God gives us a clear understanding of peace.
Hold on to it and don't let it release.
What happens today is not the definition of tomorrow.
Live like Jesus and your blessings will follow.
That's really the reason for this New year.
Take each day and bring someone else cheer.

Ok I think I'm done with this rhyme.
Just hurry up life, why must you give me more time?
To think too much, I can't breathe.
Get over yourself I say and just leave.
You put your everything into something, that's a waste of time.
And in the words of miley cyrus, "It's the climb."